once I was..

..told that there was a place, where all my smiles will go and it feels like the older I grow, the more I know it to be true.

Where I had smiles, now frowns would grow and the more I want to be happy, the lesser I am.

I‘m waiting for this room to be found and find my smiles and the happiness they provide..

Until then, I‘m just the grumpy old man.